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I found my mentor in life. She enlightened me. I needed just all these.
Someone who speaks from experience, someone who is so generous with words. And someone who truly loves me for who i am.
I needed someone to talk to. /really.
She showed me the way. This is perhaps God's Will, by using her to get to me.
I love her.
Just by merely few hours of preaching. I realised what i'd become. Finally, what i should become.
My Mindset has Changed.
Let the Wind and Waves fill with yr Love O LORD.
I was feeling this strong era of God's Love.
One which was so real. One which was so to speak, overwhelming.
But why my mind is so blank, and yet so confused? Why am i not focused? N why do i doubt u?
I seek an answer.
Your Love and strong force filled my body and soul.
My heart felt as though it was filled with overexerted pressure, like the blood in my arteries were compressed as though it was nvr lack.
My blood was cleansed.
I am a New Creation now.
And that from today, i'll be a changed person.
I know tmr when i awake, i'll not be the same person again.
I'll live a different life.
The life u want me to live as i know it is u that i wanna change to be better.
I can't believe what i'm writting now.
You just made a big impact in my life.
AMEN.
I CRIED.
She prayed for me to be a woman of character.
She prayed that i'd find a man of god to love me, and willing to risk his life for me...
She sees the tender heart in me.
Slowly transforming into a woman.
She sees my fears.
She understands it all without asking a word.
She did an impact in my life.
But why my mind is so blank, and yet so confused? Why am i not focused? N why do i doubt u?
I seek an answer.
I'm learning to believe.
And i believe i'll believe.
AMEN.
chariz- left her
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6/18/2006 03:05:00 AM
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